wow its been a while huh?? things have been great! work if going well and life is good too. things with me and max are great! he's amazing. hes one of the bast things to ever happen to me. i love him so much. hes just so full of surprises...although he did get me sick i still love him...lots. wer're going to spend the weekend together yay!!! im so excited! other than that me and the girls are going out to eat next friday not sure where but somewhere. we're all excited! prolly going to play pool and poker this weekend...it should be fun!! Valentines day is commin soon! yay!! uhhh!! can words even describe how in love i am?!? dont think so...alright im gunna go ..American Idol is on.

if you read this baby...I Love You!

G'nght!!!

well nothin much lately. been hangin out with my baby a lot. Hes my heart. I love him more than words. Im gunna go see him tomorrow actually. yay!! umm i worked a double yesterday. yuck...12 hours. oh well good money. so when i get that check ill probably go put jore money on my babys guitar i got him for christmas. ummm today i just worked and talked to my boy a little. and my sister has a christmas concert tonight so im gunna go to that. and then ill be back...uhhh man...i cant wait till work is over tomorrow. i get to see my baby...lol...can u tell i miss him??...lol...oh well.. christmas shoppin is almost over. thank god considering its almost here. good god. oh well...i have to go and get ready for the concert. bye!!

Well...a few really good things happened. Me and Max are really really good. Hes my favorite, my boyfriend, and most importantly my best friend. I dont know what i would do without him and ya know...I know he feels the same way. My heart turns and my stomach gets butterflies everytime i think of him or see him. Hes just amazing. Well anyways, He and i went to the mall so that i could buy him a CD and we ended up getting my Christmas present. I got a 3 stone diamond promise ring. I know cutest thing ever huh?? I couldnt be happier. I love it!!

Well, over the weekend i stayed with max. I also went down there last night ( when i got the ring ) and stayed the night with him then as well. Things have been a bit crazy at work. Things are startin to pick up and its getting busier. Im happy. I like my job tho. Im glad i have it. i did a lot of christmas shopping which is good. i got a lot of it out of the way everyone but max, my mom and daddy, matt,dan, and jon. then im done. then i get to christmas shop for me!! Yay! Alright well im gunna go. Peace

Hello all the entry you will be reading today is written by me Anthony Laquiere. Im gonna tell you a story about a man named guido and a girl named rosalina.

The story starts in a mall town bullbary wisconsin. the two characters in the story have a lot of issues. Rosalina was a clumsy woman who always caught things on fire. Whatever she touched went ablaze. The man guido was an ittalian dude that had anger management problem and like "mark mcguire" items he didnt like. And by mark mcguire i mean swing and break then off the nearest object that would break them. The two were a decently happy couple. The had A very good lookin neighbor named cornelius. He was a very sarcasticly funny kid who had no worries in the world other then his neighbors would stop fuckin late at night. The noise of rosalina moaning and guido railing the bed into the wall. This made Cornelios very very angry. His roomate norman was also ticked off about the situation. They often complained to the building superviser about the disturbing noises they heard at night. After being warned many times they still continued to have there fun at night the noises just seemed to get louder the more they complained.

Rosalina worked at a cancer giver institute as a superviser. She CLAIMS she has very hard job but if u were to ask Corn or Norm her job was very easy, She pretty much just sits on her ass all day. Guido went from job to job. Never really stickin to anything. Right now he is currently workin for a shitty ittalian resurant named mî rash. He plans on goin to a school but guidos father is a dick about it.

Cornelius works as a music and movie producer. HIs production company is Mall productions. He gets laid all the time and never has a problem finding a lady to sleep with.Norman is married to a girl named Kathleen. They are always bitchin at each other and shit which is y the dont live with each other. And have gotten divorced and remarried 29 times. Norman works as farmer who specializes in produce. His wife is unemployed.

Anyways back to the story. One afternoon norm and cornnelius were playin pool when guido and his buddy sasqutch came down and changelled to a match.(thats right sasquatch exists ive met him myslef and hes doin pretty good for himself. Hes got three ugly kids tho little sassys) Well to make a long story short they fuckin killed them. then they challenged to another one and if norm and corn won then guido and rosalina had to shut there fuckin mouths at night and had to move the bed to the middle of the room. Sasquatch was drunk as shit and was stumblin around and him and guido agreed to the terms. it started out close and then corn fucked up at the end and scratched.

So they had to listen to there shit for the rest of there live. But they thoght of sumthin to get the noise to end. One night they broke into there apartment in the middle of the night and chopped off guidos dick and put it with the ballpark franks in the fridge. Then we put out the fire generated off of rosalina.

Norm and corn were dumb tho because they put it in the fridge and they took it to doctors and were able to have it sewn back on and they were able to fuck again and norm and corn never slept good..... FUCKING EVER.

THE END

This story based on fiction characters and any likeness is mearly a coincidince

I havent written in a long time. Well lets see i think last time i wrote i had just had my tonsils out. Holy shit that sucked. Well anyways i was only confined to the house for a week. The second week i went and stayed with my boy all week. It was great. I love to be with him. We stayed at Ryans a couple nights and at his moms a couple times. I love being at his moms she makes me feel like part of the family. Makes me feel good ya know?? Well after that week i went back to work, finally. It felt good to be back but after 3 days i was sooo tired. Thank God it was a Thanksgiving week and i only had to work 3 days.

Thanksgiving was really good. I stayed the night before with max at Ryans. We slept in which felt amazing to do and we got up and he went home to get ready and i stayed at Ryans and got ready. Around 2 o'clock we left to go to maxs uncle marks house...it was really fun they're great people. When we were done there we went to my uncle matts house we werent there long cuz that side of the family cant stay in one place for longer than a couple hours. But we went and they all liked max which is good. After uncle matts we went to maxs moms house. We played poker for a long time and just hung out and had fun. It was a good day im just glad i got to spend it with max. Hes my sweetheart. The past couple months with him have been the greatest. He just makes me happy. and we all know ilove to be happy. Well anyways we ended up stayin the night at his moms . The next morning we woke up and had breakfast and coffee with his mom and grama dolly we stayed the night that night too. We watched movies and max got drunk...soooo funny. I love that boy.

On saturday i went to Frankenmuth and fought with my mom all day...not fun. Then sunday i stayed the night with max at Ryans. All in all it was a really good weekend. Today i just went to work and took care of some shit and now im home...relaxin. It feels good. Alright well im gunna go get somethin to eat. Bye!!

Oh good God i have to get out of here. I've been stuck in this house for a week straight and today is the day where im gunna get out of here on my own. I'm feeling much better today and yesterday was a pretty good day as well. My doctor put me on these streoids to get rid of the swelling in my throat. Which is nice. They help a lot.
I'm finally going to see my baby tomorrow!! Yay!! I miss him a lot. I've only seen him once in a week and it sucks a ton. Alright, well, I'm gunna go. Gotta get showered and ready. Im gunna go to the mall and buy 2 new cd's Mae and the new Coldplay CD. Also, im gunna stop by my store and see my girls. God i miss work! There some new bitch there coverin my shifts and i DO NOT LIKE IT. Alright, im gunna go. Ill werite soon. Have a great day! Bye!!

Havent really done a lot lately. Been workin a lot and hangin out with my baby. I love spendin time wiht him. Halloween was fun. Me and lisa went trick or treating with ant and ryan and then we all went to coney. Then we got drunk...it was fun. a few rough patches throughout the night but other than that it was good.
neways i get my tonsils out on friday....im so so nervous. oh man im scared. im probably gunna throw up that morning. I get 2 weeks off of work and my babys gunna come see me throught the 2 weeks so it should be alright. 2 WEEKS OFF OF WORK!!! YESSS!!! its a well deserver vacation i think. Dont get me worng i love it but honeslty never a day off unless it a holiday or i have surgery and it just so happens i need surgery...but neways other that that nothing new has happened lately...just same old stuff!!! Ive been super tired lately...i hate being so sleepy all the time...alright well its time to go Laguna Beach is on and Jason just Kissed Jessica while hes dating Lauren. Arent cheating whores weather it be a boy or a girl the worst?? I think so. Alright. Im out!!! Bye!!!

sometimes you think everything is fine....life is good,,,i couldnt be happier. Then one day it all blows up in your face. Reality sets in and you realize that the world isnt right and things just arent going the way you thought they would be. Those are the times when you want to give up. Throw up your hands and say fuck it. The only thing that makes you hold on is the hope that things will be better, and with time...things do. Its the patience you have to have to wait for the time when things are finally are the way they were, happy, fun, innocent. I hold on to the fact that things will be all right with me someday, things will be better, life will be worth it. The day when that comes is the day when a real smile will come to my face and a real laugh will come out of my mouth and i will feel comfortble to be me again. My life is a downward spiral that will one day go up again.

man its been a long time sice ive written in this thing. ill just start with last weekend because theres not way ill remember anything before that. On Friday i went over to see max...uhhh i miss him all the time. i remember i went to bed early but other than that i dont remember much. I wish i wasnt so tired all the time. Then saturday came and me and lisa went to the mall for 5 hours...needless to say max wasnt very happy with me. but it was fun i bought a buncha new stuff and then after the mall she and i went to look for haloween costumes. it was fun. We drank a little on saturday night and then i went to bed early again. On sunday i didnt go to church, i wanted to sleep in and i wasnt feeling all that great. i got up around noon took a shower ate breakfast and then max went to practice and me and lisa went and searched for haloween costumes again. we found nothing. oh boy this haloween is gunna be difficult. but neways i miss my boy and cant wait to see him. but i have to work again before i see him....yuck....oh man....i forgot!!...The worst thing ever happened to me...I had blook taken today...oh man i just about passed out. I only had blood drawn because i have to get my tonsile taken out on November 4th im so scared but as long as my boy is there with my mom and my daddy are there ill be alright. Uhhh im still scared tho. but alright....im gunna go....House is on and i love this show ill write soon or something....Night!!

***Sigh** I'm in love. lol. I just had to say that. Anyways, For the past couple of days i've just been working. last night i went down to the city to visit max. Ugh...I love that boy. So i was over there and Tim of course wanted to play poker, so we did, Me, Max, Tim, Amber and Lisa played. It came down to me and lisa and i won!!! Yay!! I won 15 dollars. It was sweet! My first poker game that i won ever!! Then me and my boy went and got Taco Bell...mmm....Then i went home cuz i had to work this morning. Bleh.

Today i woke up late. Got to work on time...yay! I made lots of money at work today which is good good good!! Then my boy came to see me and we went to the mall to get something to eat, and we came back to my house where he "re-met" my mom and my dad. It wasnt as scary as i thought it would be. Uh words can not describe how happy that boy makes me...im just all smiles. :) Well anyways, im gunna go. Bout to go up to my store and tan. I cant wait. Ill write later or something.

OH!! and P.S. My birthday is on monday!!! I'll be 19!! Yay!